Creation and Destruction

Serene Grace

I’m still processing my thoughts on what I want to write about that feels meaningful but with content that wouldn’t be flagged. I also think that I’ve lost my audience and since blogging is about community, it seems pointless to continue this way. I want to redirect my writing focus in an authentic but less stressful way.

I’ve already started discarding posts and it’s a strange feeling to click that red trash button icon. I’m not even reading the posts, I’m just deleting them by titles, with a vague memory of what I posted.

It’s amazing how destruction and creation are such polar opposites. It takes so long to: research, write, edit and add images to a post, but it takes mere seconds to annihilate them completely. It makes me think of the difference between goodness and evil. God is the patient Creator of nature, beauty, love—but the devil is the destroyer and perverter: he’s a rapist, a liar and thief of all that is natural and good.

Humanity’s future looks bleak. Artificial Intelligence is devoid of emotion, incapable of compassion, soulless, mechanical and easily manipulated by demonic entities; it’s a perfect medium for evil but we’ve already put it irreversibly in charge of our world.

During blackouts we become so helpless without our conveniences and our technological distractions. We sit in darkened homes lit by sparse candles, guided by a few flashlights like a blind person’s walking stick. We stumble and sweat or freeze buddled up in blankets without our A/C. We wait for the lights to return and when it doesn’t we go to sleep while our frozen foods melt.

We’re so modern and helpless. What would we do if the running water stopped, if the groceries were all looted, if the gas stations closed? We’re like children, modernism debilitated us with the relatively useless skills of typing, driving, microwaving. The new generation can no longer write in cursive, they use emojis instead. Soon they’ll forget how to speak in complete sentences. Do people even use pens and pencils anymore? All our photos are digital, all those memories could be gone in an instant. Cloud storage, I refuse to use that. I use technology and I hate it at the same time. It’s ruining my eyes as I type this post on my phone.

All the predictive programming movies have brainwashed us to with truth hidden as fiction. We’re racing full speed to a dystopian hell on earth but the majority of us don’t seem to notice or care; or worse yet they seem to invite anarchy, violence and evil.

Occult meant hidden, but it’s no longer in the shadows. It once was a secret to the masses because the majority still had a conscience, a connection to God and a sense of what’s good vs what’s evil. The majority would voluntarily fight against evil but I think that’s no longer the mindset of people. Now overt wickedness is proudly displayed, the occult is no longer coded, no longer afraid because good people are silently numb to the destruction of our basic morals and even the definition of reality. Men are women and people can identify themselves as dogs, cats, whatever they wish. Who could have predicted litterboxes and leashes for humans?

I don’t know if I’m just pausing from posting about the endless chaos; or if I’m changing the focus entirely but I feel like I’m wasting my time here, sounding an apocalyptic alarm to deaf ears. I feel like an exhausted war correspondent—bombs are exploding everywhere to deaf ears. I guess the satanic sirens: Taylor Swift and Miley Cyrus drown out the actual sirens—it’s all a circus freak show and no one notices because it’s the now the norm, not the exception.

Thank you to WP friends who have interacted with my blog through supportive and reflective comments. May God bless you during these troubling times. If you don’t believe in Christianity, please start believing. Read what Jesus says, that’s the most important, don’t get turned off by the Old Testament, start by reading Jesus’ wisdom. There’s a radio station that’s available locally and online that I listen to called BBN; it features old hymns, sermons and it even has old style Christian radio theatre. It’s free and doesn’t harrass listeners for donations.

https://bbn1.bbnradio.org/english/listen-now/

30 Comments

    1. Thank you very much, my friend 🌷, Amen we fo have an awesome God and the battle has already been won, time just gas to catch up to that reality 🙏✝️🕊️

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  2. I feel the same way (obviously) about WP.. everything falls on deaf ears here. The only ones listening or paying any attention already see what’s happening and are trying to deal with it as well.

    With creation and destruction, I think what has happened is the digital effect, where nothing digital is real but people still seem to think it is. I hate the cloud too and will never partake in it. Creation (in the real world) is stronger than destruction but I agree that tearing things down is so much easier than building them up.

    You have my support, for what it’s worth. I’m also trying to figure out what (if anything) I’ll do on WP going forward. I keep asking myself, what’s the point.

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    1. Thank you, Crandew! Your support is worth a lot. I hope you will continue on WP, maybe focusing on your music?

      I think people have dug their heels in whatever camp they joined during the jab nonsense. Maybe out of pride they can’t admit they were wrong and I also think the toxin is affecting their reasoning skills further.

      It’s getting so Matrix-like, more AI fakery and all the various theories are meshing together. Lots of truth mixed in with lies, hard to sort through it. They have so much access to people’s private info it’s crazy, Big Brother surveillance level. The Cloud is super creepy, even the name is weird!

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      1. You’re welcome! I will continue at least for a bit longer. Mayhaps just music posts for awhile. I’m interested to see if the restrictions are ever lifted from my site after removing whatever triggered the WP censorship to begin with.

        It is getting very Matrix-like and Big Brother-ish out there. Agreed that the ‘cloud’ is super creepy.

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      2. Glad you will keep posting. I think the AI catches phrases and automatically censors by shadow banning posts and sites. My blog used to be searchable, the 2nd or 3rd result but now it’s buried several pages away from the search result. I fear that differing opinions and truth posts will be labeled “hate crimes” very soon.

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      4. Free speech is dead in the US, aren’t those folks still locked up for protesting on Jan 6? Trump did nothing to help them either, sad.

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  3. Whatever route you take, Judy, I pray that God is with you on whatever path you take.

    You’re so right about creation and destruction.

    It takes much effort and love to create.

    But it takes no effort and no love to annihilate and destroy.

    That is indeed the difference between God and the Devil.

    You’re right about society fully embracing evil.

    There is a Christian Messianic Jew called Jonathan Cahn who recently wrote a book called Return of The Gods.

    There are several videos on YouTube where Jonathan Cahn talks about this subject.

    Type Jonathan Cahn Return of The Gods in the YouTube search engine.

    Skywatch TV now headed by Tom Horn’s son Joe Ardis Horn (since Tom Horn passed away last October) has an excellent series of three videos on YouTube where he talks with Jonathan Cahn about the subject The Return of the Gods.

    Each video deals with a specific god- The Possessor (Baal), The Enchantress (Ishtar, Asherah) and The Destroyer (Moloch).

    The 3 ancient gods (demons) who have been released and returned to our world beginning in America in the 1960s.

    Jonathan Cahn’s talks make a lot of sense and explain so much of what is happening today.

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    1. Thank you, Christopher, I appreciate your prayers. I feel God’s presence in my life often and prayers truly make a positive difference.

      I watch Skywatch TV, sad that Tom passed away but it’s sweet that his son is continuing with his life’s work. I think I watched Cahn’s video, I watch too much YouTube truther channels, hard to keep track :). My brain isn’t as sharp as it used to be also, I blame 5G or whatever the phone & tech is doing to us. I’m going to go back and watch Cahn’s videos they sound interesting.

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  4. I hear you…I call it shouting into the void. Sometimes I feel like I want to stop talking, but then I would be caving to the nonsense. You’re such a good writer, before you delete everything, have you thought about putting all your blogposts into an anthology and publishing them? If not for everyone else, at least for yourself and your kids. You can publish for yourself on Barnes and Noble Press. Or perhaps expanding on your posts – maybe you’d be a great sci-fi writer. I believe George Orwell and others were trying to warn us. Perhaps you could use your talents in that way. It’s just a thought. Whatever you decide, don’t lose touch. There are more of us than you realize. We speak in dark corners and exchange knowing nods, and one day, we will need one another, even if the (m)asses don’t hear us. God bless and keep writing, even if it’s just for yourself. The void needs shouters. You’ve come a long way from where you started. That in itself would be a great book.

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    1. Thank you very much, Lisa. Maybe I’m just frustrated and I’m being rash by deleting posts but at times the weight of current events gets me down, then when there’s a handful of “likes” I wonder why I’m investing so much effort (to just be censored).

      Great suggestions that I hadn’t considered, thank you. I’ve been wanting to publish both non-fiction, memoir and scifi (you are very perceptive)! I was thinking that scifi is a way to wake people up without turning them off immediately, many people will judge without considering the points at all. I feel intimidated to write especially fiction (perfectionistic tendencies) but I really want to do it. Orwell seems so prophetic, he literally warned us in an interview, he said, “Don’t let it happen”.

      It’s comforting to know that you understand and we’re not the only ones that are shouting into the void. God bless you too my friend. I will still post here, but want to find a way to reach more folks by changing my style perhaps. I can be too sarcastic/snarky. You’re an impressive writer too, I appreciate what you share. There’s so many changes, so quickly, it’s hard to keep current.

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      1. You’re welcome. The weight of current events gets to me too. That’s when I turn off the news for a couple days/weeks, and watch sitcoms (especially old ones) for a while. I think our brains need down time. For me, the familiarity of the old sitcoms are a sort of release valve for me.
        I hope you decide to go for that novel. Remember, the first draft is just getting all your thoughts out on paper…no perfectionism. Your perfectionism will serve you well when you start editing. But just get that first draft finished first. You won’t regret it.

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      2. Good to take a break/turn off the news, I agree. Stress is awful for our health. I like listening to BBN, it’s a sweet Christian radio station that plays old hymms and even radio theater along with sermons. I alao like old sitcoms, I haven’t tried watching them but will look for them (good idea). Nostalgic things are comforting for sure.
        You’re inspiring me to attempt writing a book. It’s been a lifelong dream, thank you for the encouragement and advice!

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      3. If you need any references, let me know. There are a lot of indie author groups on FB and Reddit that are very supportive for your writing journey and are willing to answer any questions or just offer encouragement. Best of luck! Can’t wait to read it!

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    1. You’re welcome. I really enjoy BBN, I feel like I can attend church while driving :), and I really enjoy the old style hymms and the old-fashioned radio theater which make me feel especially comforted. I wish more churches would bring back hymms during worship, instead of the modern songs. BBN is available online too and they don’t constantly ask for money like other stations do.

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      1. A friend complained about the music at the church I used to go to. She talked about bells and whistles, smoke and mirrors. An exaggeration. The thing is her church only has guitars and drums. I don’t think they ever throw hymns in the mix either. Yes, I like hearing the old hymns. Gone are the days someone at church would play special music on a violin, flute, trumpet, duet, trio etc.
        The Christian station you can receive near my house seems to have the same 20 songs on constant replay. Not hymns, modern Christian music. It gets old. You could go back a month later and still hear most of the songs in the same loop.

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      2. It seems like modern churches try to lure in the younger generation with pop/rock type Christian music and a lot of that music sounds vague, like generic, romantic love songs, not about Christianity.

        I like the humility of hymms, the older I get, I prefer soothing, heartfelt music. I was listening to modern Christian radio but have stopped listening to it after I found out that many of the bands aren’t really Christians and yes the same songs are repetitively played in a loop.

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      3. Someone I worked with for a few months years ago had a boyfriend in the music industry and she told me stories about bands and named names of who did drugs etc. It was eye opening. It kind of confirmed what a cousin said who worked back stage at a concert venue. I think Hillsong Australia before the pandemic had someone in their ministry band group who basically said they did not believe. They removed them from the position quick I think though. Sometimes I think music talent and looks are more important for many of these groups, not strong belief.

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      4. I agree and I think Christianity is becoming “more accessible” by having LGBTQ preachers and teachings that aren’t part of the Bible. I think the Christian music industry is another genre, it makes a lot of money. I’m sure there are some true believers but perhaps not as many as there should be.

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